got way too attached again
that's how i fuck up all my relationships
i'm a sucker for attention
so if you give me ten, you'll get a hundred percent of me
i know that i'm crazy
and i get obsessed too easily
so i'm trying to chill but it's not that easy
so i'll leave you be
but i get depressed to easily
so if i check in tomorrow i hope you don't hate me
dysphoria has hit me hard
and i've been too scared to say it i'm too scared to talk
the make the skirt and the lipstick please me
i just want anyone to think i'm pretty
especially
i'm working on me
cause sometimes i'm they but i'm forced to be he
and all of my friends
think that its cool
but i feel like a poser i feel like a fool
so help me feel valid cause i need a friend
and you're all supportive but i'm no good at
conversation yeah i know that i need help
it makes me feel worthless but i don't know what else to do
i fucked up with you
i don't know why i crave it so much
yeah i know that i'm bad yeah i know that i suck
pick apart my brain, put it back
take away all my problems, give me skills that i lack
i wanna be better
but how do i try
cause therapy's scary and i don't know why
so this is the year
i focus on me
and i'll fuck it all up and lose everything
i hope i'll be happy